During a storm, the colors of life wash away The waters leave what it touches as a cold dull grey Similarly, this is what is described inside of me today With which black tar instead of rain flows within my roads of clay
The venom begins its warpath with the first drop of its essence And spreads throughout my body without any sense of control It covers my bones and all across my arms Then my legs, my feet, my head, and my face Any emotions from yesterday are devoured without a trace As the venom steadily increases in its path of ******* And turns my happy day into that of dark desolation The venom churns deeper inside of my body My smile disappears, I am quiet, this is happening right now As the venom wraps its tendrils around the outside of my body No one can see it, but I show it with my temper Letting no one talk to me as I loathe to myself in silence The venom speaks into my ears; it tells me,
“Forget about your friends, they only hold you down Can’t you tell they only see you as some stupid naive clown? Now, I’ll tell you one last time to abandon all of who you know Because I’m always a part of you, and you’ll see me again tomorrow.”
It slithers off of my skin The nightmare creeps away into its abyss The venom is forever encased inside of my soul But to collapse to its will shall never be my goal.