I was warm always warm I tried to make you laugh i couldn’t make you cry No tear would melt from your ice cube eyes Because you’re cold – you weren’t always cold I didn’t know how to pierce through your stone I wasn’t sharp not sharp enough But i thought i had an instrument sharp enough I then knew that my warmth couldn’t melt through stone But maybe it could’ve at least melted your ice Surface sigh they say that fire melts ice So maybe warmth could overthrow frosty snow But i guess i was wrong to even test your cold Because maybe fire is capable of melting ice But that doesn’t mean that warmth can overthrow cold Try to picture this image i’d like to color – in white If you place a vulnerable warmth on an iceland of snow Surely the blizzard wind will suffocate the warmth and The warmth will become cold – this feels like a retelling Now i’ve grown cold towards your distant show There’s nothing growing on our trail covered with snow I was a fire but now i’m cold and you remained this way Now both of our hearts are cold towards each other Because it’s elemental this glassy window From which i can see the other side – there you are But it’s blocking me from getting closer to you Maybe because i’m still a little bit warm & sunny But our trail of snow has been blocked by the window Now i’ve become distant towards your photo Like an unreachable memory too blazing to unfold Nostalgia for the warmth we once had for each other But now our hearts have grown cold towards each other Because you said & i said that we must guard our hearts
December 14, 2017. “[I] Don’t wanna be stone cold […].”