I just stood there glancing at him

as this little voice in my head kept whispering to me

that he wasn’t the one,

and will never be

For I lost the only person I ever cared for.



I just stood there glancing at his lips

While he worshiped my kisses

Begging for my skin to be against his

Craving for my touch



I just stood there glancing at his eyes

Hoping that someday, they will resemble yours

Trying to catch sight of his soul

To prove myself he had at least one thing in commun with you

I could have simply walked away



But instead I stood there

waiting for something I couldn’t control

waiting for something he couldn’t give me

waiting for his love to magically appear



No it wasn’t right,

Asking for his love

when I knew I couldn’t accept it

Asking for his love

when I didn’t love him

Asking for love

in the exact same place where I lost yours