You were standing at the top of that building You were holding that knife against your wrist You were sitting in a corner of your room You were going to talk to her
What holds you back, pitiful brat? "I'm scared, I'm scared! I'm not prepared!" What holds you back, where's your faith at? "I'm scared, I'm scared! I do not dare!"
You hopelessly started crying You really wanted to talk to her You pushed harder against your wrist You walked further through the edge
What holds you back, pitiful brat? "I'm scared, I'm scared! I'm not prepared!" What holds you back, where's your faith at? "I'm scared, I'm scared! I do not dare!"
You didn't talk to her But you writed your last note But your wrist started to bleed But you jumped off the edge
Ha... Weren't you scared? I thought you didn't dare
Note: this poem is about something that i realised after doing some cutting. The fear i felt before doing it was the same that i felt when trying to expose myself to social interactions. I feel really stupid now that i think abou it