One Two Three breathe.
It will all be ok.
Just breathe I tell myself.
The voices will go away if I take the pills.
The thing is though.
Those little colorful pills the doctors gave me.
I don’t take them.
They make the voices go away.
The voices are my only friends.
Even though they tell me nasty lies.
But maybe if the voices went away.
Maybe just maybe someone will want to be my friend.
What am I kidding.
None wants to be my friend.
The ******* crazy girl with the voices in her head.
So, I stop taking my pills.
I keep my only friend.
Those voices that push me over the edge.
The voices that ended my life.