this town looks more and more sad every day, perhaps it's my own demise setting into the skies. the temperature of my body taking presence in the air. the wind in my hair but no heat in my bones. i can feel my body shrinking out of my clothes. she gave me the kiss of life but now it's been taken away. so now i sit inside and watch as i decay. these four walls surround me much like the chambers of my heart. i've started to realize, only i rip myself apart.