I knew that they couldn't possibly understand why I was taking this climb knew that in a thousand words I could not explain to them what would possess someone to jump to want to fall so I left no note and I began my climb I was intent oh, so intent and ready to throw myself to the murky water below only when I found myself at the top I realized I like it that way being on top I didn't want to become another fallen angel a meteor hurtling towards the earth no intent but to reach the ground to let gravity pull me down I didn't want to let gravity pull me down I didn't want to let anything pull me down I wanted to stay there forever stuck in that moment alone, but content so, so above I don't need to jump I am already flying
Note: This is written in a different point of view than my own. I have never attempted suicide