I am stuck
Trapped in this ocean of emotion

Yet I have nothing to write

I have all these gut wrenching
Feelings
Yet I have nothing to write

I have all these emotions of all
Colors

But I can't put it down on black and white

Torn by a choice between two people
I love with all I have

And I can't explain it to anyone
In anyway


I am trapped
And even my normal escape goat
Of
putting it down on ink and paper

Can't free me
From
This prison of my own thoughts
And
Emotions

How do I cope
With thoughts and emotions


That I can't even explain

Emotions that cause me pain

Yet I also feel numb

And I know to all of you this might just
Sound dumb

And I am not asking for sympathy

I just ask what should I do with
Thoughts and emotions
That fill me up with dark ideas

Yet also leave me feeling

empty....