Its surreal, I can't seem to tell you how I feel
And I think that its starting to show
Its hard for me to just go with the flow
Because when you're around
My mind shuts down
My heart begins to scream very loud
I don't think you even realize
That when you're around
My mind shuts down and my heart screams loud
And all this time that I let pass nothing will last, because life moves so fast, it broke my body, now my spirits in need of a cast, but I can't blame you, its my fault for believing in you
All this time, I let pass, nothing will last, you're not you
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
So delusional
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
We're in a maze
So delusional
We're in a maze
What the **** does this mean?
When I look at you I don't feel a thing
I'm confused you know?
I left my ways 3 years a ago.
We were in love.
And now I'm doing my own thing.
Losing the memories burned in my mind.
And now you really think that you have me.
Because you saw me once again.
Thinking everything would be different.
Thinking we would reunite again.
I'm sorry too burst your little bubble.
But know im nothing but trouble.
I'm not sorry things had to end.
Not sorry I'm not your friend.
Please stop beggin'.
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
So delusional
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
We're in a maze
All these times I've stayed up late at night
You already know
Working on my goals and ambitions
You're chilling with your hoes
You already know
I've gave you chance after chance to get your **** right
You already know
But now everything you do ain't right
Tell me this,
was it all,
worth it, in the end?
Gained a loss, lost your fam, and all your friends
To the world, all your dreams, never meant a thing
Because you can never stay true to you
I know
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
So delusional
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
We're in a maze
So delusional
A darker time in my life where I honestly hit rock bottom and tried to pick up the pieces I've dropped