Every time I see you
My heart aches
Because you are not mine
Every time I feel you
My head spins
Because you are not mine
Every time I imagine being with you
My hands sweat
Because you will never be mine
And I will never be yours
It is hard
Not to imagine everywhere we could have been
Everything we could have felt
Everything we could have experienced together
I am not a stalker
I am not a follower
I like being alone
I also like being surrounded by those who love me
But you are never there for me
Because you do not love me
As much as I love you
You do not even know how many nights I dreamed about you
Your body pressed to mine
Sweat curling on our foreheads
Bodies moist from the acts
Hands joined in a loving embrace
I wish you knew
I wish you at least suspected something
By the looks I gave you
By the small touches
By the shy smiles we exchanged
I guess it was all me
An innocent crush
One-sided love
Never to be returned