I travelled down this wondering road Certain of where I'd be But the paths I chose along my way Were ones I'd never foreseen.
I'd lost all my desire I had forgotten passion Something had doused the fire I no longer had an obsession.
I spiraled deeper in this pit And lost all self control I had a drinking habit And the drugs, I did them all.
I looked into the mirror My face came into view Suddenly things were clearer I needed something new.
I made some changes in my life And threw the drugs away I started taking bigger strides Towards the life I'd want someday.
Now things are so much better. But it's not over yet I still have a little ways to go To reach the goals I've set.
It's definitely not perfect The alcohol's still there But it will be worth it When I'm happy without a care.
There seems to be a pattern of me taking extremely long breaks between poems. I had a lot happen these two years, and I'm well on my way to becoming the person I want to be. I'm thankful to the people who didn't give up on me, and just thought I'd make a long - overdue post. I don't have a lot of readers, but I thank you for your time and appreciate all of you.