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Nov 2017
I travelled down this wondering road
Certain of where I'd be
But the paths I chose along my way
Were ones I'd never foreseen.

I'd lost all my desire
I had forgotten passion
Something had doused the fire
I no longer had an obsession.

I spiraled deeper in this pit
And lost all self control
I had a drinking habit
And the drugs, I did them all.

I looked into the mirror
My face came into view
Suddenly things were clearer
I needed something new.

I made some changes in my life
And threw the drugs away
I started taking bigger strides
Towards the life I'd want someday.

Now things are so much better.
But it's not over yet
I still have a little ways to go
To reach the goals I've set.

It's definitely not perfect
The alcohol's still there
But it will be worth it
When I'm happy without a care.
There seems to be a pattern of me taking extremely long breaks between poems. I had a lot happen these two years, and I'm well on my way to becoming the person I want to be. I'm thankful to the people who didn't give up on me, and just thought I'd make a long - overdue post. I don't have a lot of readers, but I thank you for your time and appreciate all of you.
Julian C Jaynes
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Julian C Jaynes  24/M/Tennessee
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