As I look around this empty apartment.
Nostalgia becomes me.
Sadness slithers in my back door.
I was so strong through this all..
Until now.


As reality rears its ugly head.
As the hours pass me by..
Tomorrow all of this will be my goodbye.

I told myself I wouldnt do this.
I told myself I not would cry.
I told myself I'd be strong.
And not let these feelings knock me back down on the floor.

Change is painful.
Change is real.
Change is suppose to be beautiful.
An opening door..
Providing a better life for me..
One so much better than before..

So why am I so sad.
I knew this day would come.
The day I finally walked out that door.