I’m a person, that’s all I can say. I go through my day; sometimes wishing I was back up in Toodyay. But even back then, before we joined. Each of us being the opposite side of a coin, but he made me smile, he made me happy. And I hope I did the same.
We stay up late, texting away. Pretty cliché.
But I’m okay with that. And I hope he’s okay with that. Whenever I speak with him, over a message or in person, I’m okay. Safe and Secure from the Immature and Cruel World I overthink on many occasions, did I say the wrong thing? Did I annoy him? Why doesn’t he get rid of me for Christ Sake, I’m not that much of a delight! But he always says the right thing, and sometimes my face will fully flush in the colour he complimented me in.
I think of him randomly and I play little scenes in my head, even when I’m falling asleep in bed... What’s Wrong With Me? And What’s Wrong With Him!? Why Does He Like Me Seriously!?