beauty from openness, vulnerable and soft finds a way to surface only after pride is lost. but pride is hard to break behind a stony wall to keep the ego safe, my heart from shrinking, small. much as heart desires to flaunt about the sleeve fear can keep it hidden if I think you will leave. what is the precious stone that weighs me down this way? pulling in my chest, not diamond, but jade. pride is a game one can play alone. release takes two but cuts to the *bone.