I have friends I have family I have everything i need But yet i do not feel forfilled I feel alone and isolated Though i talk to people everyday I feel like a captured animal Waiting to be slaughtered But i am as free as a bird Flying the streets I know i am loved But not my the one person that seems to hold my happiness and life in his hands His memory and my taled lies eco inside my mind Ring havick within my life Strangling me of any form of 'normality'
i wish i could have let it go. i wish i still could. i can only wish.