I see you,
I see you and me,
I see,
I see what we could be
But I do see you don’t like me
I feel,
I feel a bit neglected,
I really do feel broken,
It is you who lead me on, kept me going
Now am mad I do not want to understand,
I am mad you don’t see this good looking man,
Mad, you with that guy I saw you with last weekend,
So mad I have plotted revenge..
I want to call at the peek of the night just to disturb your sleep,
Make fun of you in public till your eyes waters drip
Slip something in your drink get you wasted and let you embarrass yourself
While I giggle in some corner somewhere
I want to spit on you
Poison you
Watch you die, while I relate to you,
How things could have been,
Till your last breath…..
But I couldn’t even if I wanted to
I lose myself at the sight of you,
And when you smile,
I love you again
Tolerate the pain
Guess I am content,
With me loving you,
At least I get to………..
i wish i could express the feeling men feel when neglected the pain, the love , hurt