Grabbed my heart and toggled it back into its hiding spot. where it dribbled between the truth and heartache it sits in a cave.
Etched with small moments and diamonds. and when I try to dust off the ash, to let the shimmer of the gem come through,
it reminds me of you.
But it is the greatest good you’ll ever know, a diamond. To wear it, hold it, feel it, stamp your lips into it.
It is dangerous. To fall for a diamond too bright for you, but pure enough to let you look.
The greatest good in the hardest good-bye, how does it feel to lose your riches, and dig in coal mines,
searching for the diamond you left at your doorstep.
-I will always be sorry for what could’ve been, but never sorry for what has happened -Chloe Aldecoa
To retract and look back for what you left alone, it is suffering in the finest way. Knowing what you had, what you cherished, has vanished. And you're left wondering why you ever let go.