you see, we're all young until our brains tell us we aren't and our bones crumble under our safety blankets and every pleasure in life becomes another ******* prize in the arcade game our eyes have been glued to for god knows how long. all the windows have been blacked out and the clocks stripped of their hands. it's all fun and games until they tell you you've been wasting your life. but what do they know. they've just been playing whac-a-mole with rifles clenched in their fists. your chest still rises with every breath and maybe we're all just young because our hearts haven't given into the anxiety consuming every last bit of our sanity. don't open your mouth, don't let them see your veins turning to black behind your eyes. i'll see you on the other side.