Cut Shoot Jump Cut me, like you need to be loved Pills to sleep A silver blade A frowning face Thick Straight lines no more space Blood stained sleeves A burning ache You roll them up your hands they shake One last cut a few more pills You pull the trigger, it kills- To watch your mom, as she cries Your dad just stands Stares down at your body Holding your mom’s one hand While I lay on a dead star While they watch me fade While I draw a picture If I do it correctly a red beautiful fountain will appear I’ll try to kiss it To take away my pain and wash away my fear I understood self-harm I understood the pain that causes it Just know that I will never judge you for it I’ll be always there for you staring at you while you get quieter Skinner Naked Funny how numb you feel while am cutting your pain away But I can take a knife to my soul and feel almost nothing at all Just empty numbness I can see that you’re hurting It feels like everyone is sitting in the sunshine While staring at each other under the mercy of the ****** rain Trust me I know exactly how it feels Never too deep never enough to die But enough to feel the pain enough to feel the scream inside It’s always worse than it seems Your liquid is clear but your wrists are stained Pretend during the day break inside my soul at night “What is depression like?” she whispered It’s like falling, while laughter is all what you can hear..