And the thing is, you don't ever stop missing someone. The grief you felt the second your world shattered never really goes away. Somedays the sadness overtakes you and you struggle to find the light again. But other days it will just be a dull ache in the background. And then, out of no where, the throbbing increases and your throat tightens and you start to choke on the tears you didn't know you were holding back. Just when you thought you were okay, you're heart reminds you that you are not. And you are just not sure if you ever will be again.