I have a brother, that cares little to connect because of our differences. A sister, too busy with a husband who wonβt welcome me to their home. A son, who cares little for a relationship because he carries judgments and has fiancee that meets his needs. A mother, who is restraint from me because I canβt afford to visit even thought she constantly asks and no one will assist.
I feel family-less BUT at least I have my desires, of nurturing my writing, photography, aiding humanity and meeting everyday challengers. At least, I have my dreams, as I carry no animosity, just sadness.
Came this morning so I feel the disconnect. I am alright with it. Its part of life. In truth my heart and the love within is all I need.