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chasing rain
Poems
Sep 2017
i'm already awake (and i wish i wasn't)
you have brought
my sweetest nightmares to life.
the day i have been waiting for
is finally here,
and i know i should be joyful,
ecstatic, even.
you’re no longer in my life,
as far away from me as possible—
now you can be happy.
(i know what i’m like
and i know you
were never happy with me.)
however,
you made up most of my routine
and i was never one for change
but suddenly you’re gone
and i don’t exist.
(i’m selfishly hoping you’ll come back.)
as i open my eyes with a gasp
i realize,
you are really gone now
and this is not
just a bad dream.
(at least when i see you
from far away
you are finally smiling.)
—i can't write what i think i feel when all i think of is you, you, you
#loneliness
#sad
#depression
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chasing rain
22/Non-binary/hiding in bed
(22/Non-binary/hiding in bed)
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