She must have been God's perfect gift to me. Too young and ******* it up. She was that kind of woman that you meet too early in your life. testing, if you are willing to give up your illusion of happiness for what is truly bliss. I failed. She is this Majestic, esoteric, breeze that enters your life in a blur.* She would make you learn how to feel and give life meaning, but can swiftly exit without warning if you choose to ***** it up.