I'm so ashamed of myself I do not deserve my last name I am not worthy enough to Continue my life Everything within my arms reach Might as well be destroyed I deserve only My loneliness to keep me whole My reflection to befriend me My cries to sing me to sleep Take my ability to walk Someone else can make better use of it Take my sight I only see darkness anyways Take my hearing I don't deserve beautiful sounds I'm lost Why can't I find my way? Everything is cluttered I stumble and fall with every step That's the only thing I'm good at I miss who I used to be