We have both grown up and in that process, we grew apart. You weren’t emotionally prepared when I said that I love you. You dismissed my feelings so cold and quickly, I questioned whether you were planning to stay. In hindsight, it’s obvious that you were destined to leave, what were your plans anyway? I’ve been writing melancholic poetry and hoarding unforgettable memories. I question everyone that does not pledge their allegiance to love and loyalty. I have been reminiscing about the past and all the time that we wasted. Music that I listen to reminds me of something distant that we used to be. I should have given you every single part of me when I still had the chance. I finally understand that it’s too late for me to be apologising for my mistakes. Apart from attempting to become lovers, we were good friends and now we don’t talk anymore. It’s such a shame, not even a simple hello could ever suffice, now tell me who’s to blame? Is it me for becoming emotionally distant or you for giving up too easily on something worth fighting for? I’ve been looking at your pictures since you left and I can’t seem to delete them from my phone. When you dismissed my feelings for you, I questioned whether you were planning to stay. In hindsight, it’s obvious that you were destined to leave, what were your intentions anyway? We’ve become strangers with memories, it’s obvious that you will never love me like you used to.
You thought that you were dreaming when I said that I loved you.