Through a window I was caught off guard. I shuttered. Pulling the ***** of my collar against my neck. I found myself standing still. Chill bumps forming against my skin. The way she appeared dividing herself all around me. Disappearing into the ***** of my collar searching the folds of my face. She despised the way I smoked. Blowing my lighter out each chance she got. She filled my hands, chasing away all of my bad habits. Finding a better means to occupy my time. The impact she left behind