such a big world, full of so many people.
so many people in the world,
                    why do i feel so alone?
                    why does it hurt to breathe in       the oxygen that keeps my fragile heart     from dying?
                  why does the sun scorch my skin when it makes everything else glow?
                  why does everything seem to be caving in?
                 why does everything hurt?
                  why do i feel this way?
                    why do i not want to be alive?
            why does it hurt, to be    alive?