how can i be completely honest with someone
without scaring them,
without having them think i am still
in love with you?
i swear i'm over you.

i ****** up and said your name
while i was with him.
he probably thinks i'm still obsessed with you,
and he wouldn't be completely wrong.
your name and face run through my mind
at least five hundred times a day.
i just like to fantasize about what we could've had.
it was nice having hope i may have found the one.