I have been standing here along the shoreline, still as sea rock, arms outstretched and palms skyward, trying to feel the weight of the moon. I know not of how light the light can be but instead, how heavy the absence thereof. In my body, composed of want and water, I have not found moon nor sun. In my body, where my veins heavy themselves with night sky purple, I find you flowing. I walk eyes closed into deep blue and squish my toes into the belly of the ocean floor. Here, I am more salt than salvation. Here, I do not know you anymore. With my eyes closed, I cannot tell dark from day. The ebb and flow of things carries me back and forth, towards and away, heavy and light. Here, I am more human than anything else.