I sometimes walk back into a public establishment, for a logical reason in myself, simply because I've seen a person who looked curios to me. When I notice that they are no longer their as I enter and take my seat, I continue on. Nothing changes.
I've come a long long way. When I was a little boy, I would breakdown in tamper-tantrums, because someone I cared about for no reason had disappeared, never to be seen again.
(Hi, may I have a large coffee, please. That's all)
It is what is. I guess I'm still me at heart. Professor thoughts. Transcendent soul. But a kid, when I laugh. I am still the kid I was..... difference is, I have to go to work now.