For me there is no easy way. But I struggle with the best of them. Wonderful people with demons you wouldn't believe. Whole, loving souls who deserve everything and anything. I walk with these people. We wade through the dire, hopeless trenches of disease. Mental demons as individual as they are alike. One day maybe the beauty I see in them will reflect the beauty they see in me. Because they tell me I'm strong too. And deserving. And they should believe me, I know it. So why shouldn't I believe them?