For a moment in time and space
I looked at you and admire
The beauty that lies beyond that painful eye
The loveliest smile that hides beneath your melting makeup,
And realized;

Thirteen years,
I locked myself up
In a cage, deep in my closet;
Scream and scream I did but all that came out was tears that run down my cheeks every night
I prayed and prayed but the answer was all the same;
Stay.

I'm hurting
Far beyond I can take to a point where I wish I never asked Him to tell me to stay
Yet
I persisted
And here I am
Together with you
Yet deep inside I'm alone

I looked at you
With your makeup on
With your lovely scarf covering your hair
I'm in pain
This is goodbye

Thank you for killing me inside