and she took an additional $40 from my wallet of which i forgot to subract from the $160 total.
it was after a concert.
and i drove home then walked a little bit around a pond and fed a few ducks and it smelled from the rotting goldfish and the old mexican lady washing her clothes with that familiar stench wafting around.
i was tired. but i was buzzed for a good 3 days, and i just don't know what i'm even doing anymore or what this all means.
but the fact that i remembered it must mean something-
maybe that i should try it again,
or at least just buy a doll on amazon for 350 dollars and a new pair of shoes for church on saturday because this other pair is getting kind of ratty.
but really my head itches sometimes and these people outside want to **** me
and the earthquake stole my children from me when i was barren for so many years.