i kept putting myself in places different than mine curious, living it inside my mind
i imagined myself getting hit by a car instantly becoming a shooting star i imagined myself jumping off a cliff where no one else could see i imagined myself bleeding through deep cuts at last pouring out my guts i imagined myself getting shot in peace with no overthoughts i imagined myself being loved as my self love evolves
the last one made me cry 'cause it was the farest of what was mine
i'm trying to turn what i'm feeling right now into words, it's hard. this is the closest i got