I am such a big ball of trouble, Rolling around spitting strings of lie. Leaving a trace of my words Every cover I trudge on. Starting conversations out of boredom Poking people to form a reaction. I exclaimed today Our sanity is an obstruction To our happiness, So I made them take part In my own little game And together we lied to a friend. It is all for humour trust me I declared, And sure we laughed the whole time. Until with the nightfall My victim started muttering, Spilling secrets for me, Planning to rescue me. He said he needs me And that is why I can't **** myself. I laughed until that very confession. Now I feel like a ***** Fishing for love I can never earn.