no words / no actions / no thoughts can change the pain of the past. we can try to erase each piece of it all, but in the end, we are born from what has hurt us. however... we can find a place to start and rise against the hurt, the tears, and the memories that have threatened to break us. it isn't an easy feat, and i would be naive to say it is, but each morning says hello to me with a chance to step forward. and i would rather move with the odds against me, than sit and watch them destroy me along with what i can't let go.