I am my mother's daughter, counting coins, making piles of nickels and dimes we think in green, adorned paper. Made out of trees whose roots are planted into our hearts, as crucial as the valves, veins and arteries of our ancestors. I do not remember ever shedding a single leave, yet autumn comes to us all, diseased and old, young and healthy, we are two ends of a spectrum that collapses at the sheer mass of miracles it births, Oak, silver birch, willow ash... we are two women, making ends meet, feeding our men before ourselves. We do not feel the weight of wealth, saving every cent, but our hearts are full and their strings can be pulled as tightly as our purses