My heart becomes heavy, as the children dance and I watch in envy. Little do they know that fear is deadly, they just throw confetti. Oh, how I wish I could turn back time, to play with dolls without it being a crime. Back when I didn't have a care in the world, and I just twirled. Back when it was easy to make a friend, now all relationships end. I worry about my future, and think back on when life was smoother.