My confidence was confiscated by the one I love
More confrontations, shortened patience
I'm aggravated, agitated
Hate to say this...
And I feel like I been a ***** up...
To God I pray
To each his own, I can't condone
I compensate, the **** relates
And freeze the mind of my mistakes
I smoke and drink, I contemplate
I start to think, I hate my life existence
But that ain't true, but that ain't true
Wear my shoes, I bet you couldn't fit in them if you tried to
And I'm feeling like I hate myself
I hate this game and sometimes I feel like,
I hate this world too...
But it's going change, yeah yeah, this **** going to change
I hate it had to be this way
My heart beats this way
Now why my heart beats this way...
I hate it had to be this way...