I heard you singing oh what a melody awakening me to cool clearness to a fresh nearness and peaceful resonance with the preciousness of Earth.
Contrast the days of anger creeping and seeping into me in such stupid little things as an unscrewable top a ***** fork dropped a page that wouldn't turn a candle I couldn't burn talking barking heads fomenting darkness and dread.
Last night I saw your sympathy and sadness as I poured out my madness into the bowl of your heart threads in me torn apart dangling jangling my nerves and knotting my stomach but there you sat calmly listening your eyes glistening full of understanding and love
oh what grace what a delicate lace woven of affection through you from above to cure my affliction to settle me into my soul into that sacred soil where heaven is sprouting right there below my doubting.
And so this morning from the tendrils of my sleeping I heard singing the larks and love God and Earth are bringing and dancing behind my eyes
until they opened and beheld an ever burgeoning ever startling spring.
There are two "yous" in this poem - One I love and who loves me unconditionally - an eternal spring, and the other with whom I fall in love over and over for the past 48 springs.