expectations are steady creeping everyday smiles all a praise oh what a day what a day and then another goes by how long can i stick with this facade skipping stones inside my own mirage now sobriety reminds my I started in the first place it was to maybe find a way to get away yet still Seasons pass feelings remain ever-last Regret I wasted her time and put doubt in her mind About love and whats the meaning Lonely men weep themselves because we see so clear Move along theres nothing to see here God what a fear have I begun Its almost like I knew it'd begin again Nothing can stop the inevitable I've been delaying this for far too long I just wanted to make a change for myself But now I see that has only gotten me more disgusted So now I fold throw my hands up like there was room to be bold Who would of ever known The person who smiles away everyday Had such a burden to pay Just let go
havent felt this way in a long time which is why i havent been active in a long time.