How he starved me from all affection, giving me small portions once in a while just to keep me alive
"You deserve this"
How his anger and hatred burned me like the fire in the crematory. The smoke spelling out all the hope I had
"*******"
How his vicious words were like poisonous gas seeping into my lungs and killing me slowly.
He had me gasping for air
"Shut the **** up" Gasp "You'd be **** if you lost weight" Gasp "You're such a *****" Gasp "You're so ******* worthless" Gasp
I have my scars but Somehow, I made it out alive Somehow, I'm still breathing
1.30.17
In no way am I trying to say an abusive relationship is as terrible as the holocaust. Unfortunately, it is just the closest thing my brain relates to my ex boyfriend. Hope I don't offend anyone with my comparison