it's so cold outside that i can hardly think think of anything but you my fingers are too numb to write you all the sappy love poems you deserve see, i've got this vision stuck in my head of you and me together in the best ways and it dances around behind my eyes every waking second and it's driving me mad i've imagined we have this fire this passion and earth-shattering love it keeps me warm on the coldest nights and it makes me question my faith and everything i thought to be true god, i just want to be alone with you so i can explain explain that i hate endings and bad blood and reality and so we should stay in bed give me inspiration for songs i write them in my head when i look at you and when i think about your eyes i feel my breath leave my body when they look up at me from below it makes belief in a miracle seem natural 'cause seeing is believing and i've seen the unbelievable in those ocean eyes your hands... is it too much to ask for them to keep mine warm? i've got bad circulation and a tendency to rely on people your lips on my ears and stomach and everywhere there's no reason to not go back to that and stay in that and build our home in that but right now i'm standing outside the party that i left alone with you inside, kissing some other girl i can't give you much but i can promise poems with my heart poured out like ink and a place in my bed and more devotion than you deserve right now i'm waiting in the cold to go home but no matter how far i go from you i can't get you off my mind and i can't erase where your hands have been in, on, under, over... i won't be over this anytime soon even if i did make a new year's resolution to do just that you are in the air i breathe (however reluctantly) and reluctantly i just cannot for the life of me let you go