Sometimes I yearn to run from you to be swept away until the day my world changes from grey sky to milky white and blue
somewhere where the rain doesnt bury me beneath a sea of my own tears depression it holds me captive in fear swallows me
in its black mouth while frantically I look for an exit but there is none not one I can see at least not at the beginning the dark is long in length
all consuming yet though I feel like death I do not die Somehow I find the strength hidden deep inside of me the secret to living
to conjure the light within feel the well of hope swell in that sliver of will see tomorrow as a quill and rewrite sorrow into joy paint the future bright
I deserve to be happy To be free to fly even if it takes time I will mend All will be well with my soul in the end
I'll be who I was always meant to be burn like a wildfire Brilliantly shine Content Fearless
Sincerely,
A survivor
Writing about my depression and anxiety helps me in my overcoming of it. Im in recovery and one day soon I know ill be completely free; happy.