You were toxic to me, you only used me, but loyalty didn't let me see that, because I didn't want to see that. I wanted to ignore the little things you did that annoyed me, I wanted to ignore all the jokes that were too cumbersome with reality.
I wanted to ignore it all when you began to leave me behind, I wanted to tell myself it was all in my mind. And do you know how ill that makes you- to feign one's own insanity in order to not see reality, which is even more insane?
You attempted to strangle my inelastic lungs in their small ribcage, but today, if I see you, I am reminded to breathe deeper (luckily we do not breathe the same air) because now you are no one to me, just a dull face amongst the others, no flame or spark ignited.