theres dark spaces between my bones that she has not crept on and there are soft spots i have not spoken of kept wrapped and gauzed and waited when she would hold the kiss she knew where to plant there are places that are lonely inside my head that she cannot fill, for a heart like mine could hide away the loveliest lover and the faintest lies. theres no heart beat loudest enough in this dark forest for a lover to hear the sound” — there’s no heart beat loud enough