i can picture it dusty desert roads old motels when the sky opens up and the holes in the tent leak the empty rooms and bare mattresses of a creaky single wide
a patch of wall where a cross once hung for so long the wallpaper holds its faded image
payphones and diner booths card games and cold pews
(sunbeams dreamily landing in your eyes)
i can almost taste cola flavored slushies cans of beans and cigarettes and coffee
and smell burnt pancakes egg casserole the way grace's mom made it at home secondhand smoke a bonfire made from incense and an abandoned white church
i can hear the songs the laughter tears and screams to heaven over rumbling rubber tires
i know the way they talk and theorize argue and laugh cry and pray
i've felt it before somewhere here and there in twinges of time
but nobody ever claimed you could wander the world in one day or that writing a gospel was easy.