The computer dried my eyes out while streaming TV shows for a couple hours. After being mentally exhausted my heart grows vulnerable. My depressing thoughts cloud my head with toxic; mustard gas. I can only escape reality for so long. What now? Not everyone can feel comfortable at home. 12:21 A.M. I look outside my house to find the dimly lit streets welcoming my mind. I grab my keys. I grab my phone. I grab my cigarettes. Let's go for a walk... "How are you feeling?" *******.