You are still the pain in my chest. You are the person I long for on cold winter nights and I dream of you arms around my waist. I still ache for your lips on mine and those three simple words. I wish I had the strength to hate you, but it's taking everything I have not to love you with every breath. You are the knots in my stomach and tear on my cheek. You are still the pain in my chest. You are every part of me that I loathe.