nothing feels right anymore
all of a sudden it seems like the sun sets strangely
the clock ticks quite unusually
the river stops flowing
and your heart stops beating
for me

the songs you used to sing left a mark on me
every note were wounds that i thought were healed
you sung every word like a promise you were afraid to break
and every feeling comes rushing back once the first note plays

my heart felt so heavy
since the day you chose to break it
you were the only thing i can think of
from the second i open my eyes to the minute i close them
and i cant do anything to help myself
except for wishing that i hope i made you stay

it still aches for you
i still cry whenever i remember the sweet things you told me
whenever i remember you singing and laughing
and i miss how i was the reason whenever i see you smiling

-l.e.